Rabbi Inni Lima Anzalta Ilayya Min Khairin Faqir

To the most special woman in the world,

There is nothing more beautiful or precious than seeing your smile, your glowing face, your beautiful curls, and those captivating eyes that I love to look into. I truly am the luckiest man, and every day I thank Allah for blessing me with you—a woman I can always turn to when I’m feeling down and who is always by my side.

To the mother of this extraordinary woman, I wish you a wonderful trip to Fiji and a very happy birthday on December 1, 2024.

There is a place I have chosen to propose, but for now, I’m keeping it a secret. This place is deeply special to me because it’s where she made me smile, and it holds a unique meaning in my heart. I want to tell you how much she loves you as a mother because it was one of the first things she shared with me when we met.

To the love of my life, Hayati, I want you to know that I will always put you first and that I love no one more than you. My life feels complete with you in it, and I could never imagine being with anyone else. I love you always and forever. Alhamdulillah, I am so grateful to Allah for this blessing.

DEEP LOVE FOR HAYATI - LOVE IS FAITH

I’ve never felt love so deeply,

nor had I not dreamed in the many nights of the woman that I love.

There is not a single moment that I do not miss her, and I always yearn for her
even though I am having fun.  Through the good times I have and she is not there my love only grows and I miss her even more.

I sometimes cry, not because I am sad, but because it is the woman I love that captured my heart and that I truly do miss her.

Our times apart does not mean she is not with me, she always is, and always will be my heart and she is my Hayati and my life with deep faith.

Love is faith, faith in God and in the blessings he has planned for you. Never give up that faith, because after losing that faith then life loses its meaning, and you have lost your life.

There is nothing to worry about, nor anything to fear. As long as Hayati and God is in my heart, I have my whole life with whom I one day shall call my wife. However I do know that when I do see her next, the times I missed with her, my heart will open and my tears will begin to drip and all I could say is that I love you and I miss you always.

The woman of my life, the woman of my dreams and the woman of my heart.

Hayati ~ Mere Jaan.
- F & A

 My Hayati, is my Life

It was the day I met you, Felicia, my love, my world, and my everything that my life has now changed forever. From that day forward, every moment has been filled with joy, love, and a deeper sense of connection that I never imagined. You have become my hayati—my life.

In a beautiful moment of celebration, on my mum’s birthday, September 22, 2024, I gifted you a Tiffany and Co necklace. That necklace is more than just a piece of jewelry—it symbolizes the love and commitment I feel for you, a bond that grows stronger every day. It’s a token of the precious moments we’ve shared, and a reminder that my life is intertwined with yours in the most beautiful way.

Rabbi Inni Lima Anzalta Ilayya Min Khairin Faqir – “My Lord, indeed I am, for whatever good You would send down to me, in need.” This dua echoes the gratitude I feel for having you in my life. You are my answered prayer, the gift I never knew I needed, and I cannot imagine life without you.

With every beat of my heart, I know that my Hayati—My life—is with me, forever with God’s blessings. I am truly grateful that I have you as the one for me as my wife-to be.

Yours truly and always your’s

Adam Barbour
Husband to-be (Insha^Allah)